Expectations

Where did the time go? It’s passing me by so quickly,

Wishing it would slow down, before my mind starts drifting.

So many struggles but I refuse to give up,

Something is telling me to keep trying, I just might have some luck. 

I could see now the rain slowly drifting away,

Impatiently waiting to reveal a much brighter day. 

This path I was given I must be ready & prepared,

For what comes my way I will not be scared

In any way because that just means I might lose sight of my destiny.

Reflecting

Stuck in my mind with these wandering thoughts

Reflecting on where did you go? I’m almost feeling lost.

Seems like just yesterday but it’s been so much longer

When I continue thinking of you, I just begin to wonder

Was it the wrong time? Or was it right? 

I couldn’t seem to understand the plan I was wishing to unbind 

Still trying to keep it together as I walk down my path

Will it ever come to a time that it will last?

What happened after the day that we met? A smile wouldn’t leave my face

Just thinking of you now, that feeling does not seem to go away. 

Isolated

Staring at these walls surrounding me and I am wondering,
“Where did I go wrong?” As these clouds in my mind begin thundering.
Pacing back and forth, watching the clock tick by,
Will I ever make it? Or am I running out of time?

I might’ve made some mistakes but I am still learning,
That should never stop, until I receive what I have been yearning.
“What is that?” you ask, well you wouldn’t understand,
I tried to explain myself in the best way I can.

Maybe someday you will realize how I feel overall,
And be able to save me before I’ve reached my downfall.

Love Blind

These thoughts of you continue to invade my mind,
Could this be happening? Have I become love blind?
It’s almost like I’ve been swept off my feet,
I lost my balance, I was hoping you could capture me.

Take me into your arms & express your love for me with sweet nothings.
I'm at a loss for words right now, my heart rapidly pumping.
It is definitely a feeling I can no longer neglect,
My Love you can only imagine, this feeling I did not expect.

I hope you know, there are no regrets or concern,
And I’m not demanding to receive the same in return.
I must confess though, there’s more I want to share with you down the line,
But until then, these beautiful thoughts will have to remain in my mind.